Thank you 2010, for being one of the biggest bitch I know. But then again, thanks for the bittersweet memories. 4S, getting voted monitress, screwing up as monitress, living in BP the most ulu place in Singapore, turning sixteen, tearing my knee's MCL and not being able to compete in Nationals, wearing that stupid ugly leg brace, caught Natalie with her pants down, Paramore's mfucking concert, forced Sarah to try on ugly clothes at Topshop (yes, Topshop DOES own ugly clothes), ACJC carnival, all the fleas we went to, how I thought I was damn clever for realizing that Barney has short arms, and then how I thought I was even more clever when I realized that dinosaurs are NOT purple, winning Track & Field Nationals and how me and Nat's face appeared in the papers (twice), how the little girl ghost haunted us in the hall when we're taking exams, how the entire 4S went crazy b/c of World Cup, screwing up exams, falling in moss when playing soccer with Ani + Celine + Tian, making our own lacrosse team with broomsticks and dustpans, SG Girlz sleepover at Nat's, going ghost hunting in school at 3am, sleeping in the middle of the courtyard, Surge II, climbing over canteen stalls at 2am to camwhore,  Marina Barrage date, saw U-Kiss, Spain won world cup, got fucked by stupid, ugly Dawn Lee, Hanan falling down over the canteen chairs, passing a M18 movie with Lee,  tapping into the PA system and blasting music over the speakers during recess, pushing Lee across the Sec 4 level on the teacher's chair, being juvenile delinquents with Nat, my 966 bus busted a wheel and Atikah and I thought we were going to crash and die, having most of our teachers walk out on our class, knocking my knee against my head while going down the airport slide, wearing Zu's brother's nametag in school, playing hide and seek in Ikea, coming into the exam hall exactly two minutes before the paper, crying and getting into shit with 4S in front of the entire Sec 4 cohort, watching horror movies with my cowards of a classmates, hacking into my friends' blogs and FBs, O Levels, going out before and during O Levels, dying our hair straight after O's, failed cooking dates, epic lepak dates, sitting on the swing and eating ice cream after school, crazy parties, tranny hunting at 2am, visiting OCH, touching Ukiss Eli's hand, sleepovers, midnight cycling with Nat and Sarah, getting a job at Burberry, visiting my friends at their workplace, MNet concert, prom and crazy after prom, busting my heel during prom, epic Christmas, long late night calls. No matter how many times 2010 has made my cry and cuss in frustration, I will never regret most of the things I did this year as it only made me realize who my true friends are and it only made me stronger. So thank you 2010, for being one helluva year.

Yknow, I never did accomplish any of my 2010 New Year resolutions, but I'm sure as hell determined to fulfill my 2011 resolutions.

2010 resolutions :

1. Drop the attitude.

2. Ace O's.

3. Gold Nationals.

4. Break my front two bunny teeth.

2011 resolution :

1. Survive.

Had our mini picnic at the ropes thingy that's high in the air I have no idea what's it called at West Coast Beach on Monday. The playground is awesome. I can't even remember the last time I played the playground.

See the little girl on the right? I kind of screamed "I CAME HERE FIRST!!" to her.

See the little boy on the left? Yup, he's jealous. 

& I have no more off days all the way till New Year's Day which means I can't see my friends no more!! :'(

Don't let haters stop you from doing your thang. ☻☆♥☺★

Can't believe that Christmas is over. And mine was pretty epic. How was yours? I had to work yesterday which was one of the most bleugh feeling ever but at last almost all my colleagues were working and I get paid $12 an hour. Plus, Burberry MBS hit an all time high record sales of 48K and I got paid extra for overtime. Seriously there were too many people everywhere and we even had to close one side of the shop door to 'crowd control'. But after I clocked off at 11pm, that was when the epicness started happening. I have a work friend called Bertram. He's 17 an he's a beng with piercings and tattoos an he has a gang. But he's really nice b/c he treated me Cold Rock after work. Plus, he lives near me so we take the same bus home together. By the time we boarded our bus it was already midnight. Guess what, we only realized that we were on the wrong bus only when it has reached it's last stop at Kallang, instead of Woodlands. AND we were on the last bus which means there was no bus home. We were about to cab but the bus uncle was like 'Oh this bus' depot is at Woodlands, come I send you home'. So there we were in the dark, empty bus alone at 1am laughing at our own fate and misery and through this all, I found out something mindblowing.

Bert : "Eh, do you like U-Kiss?"

Syu : -flashes out back of ez-link which has U-Kiss faces on it- "OMG WTF YOU GAY SIA :O"

So yes, the entire ride home we were talking about Kpop an listening to U-Kiss and 2PM and Beast on HIS iPod. Pretty funny right? Bengs listning to Kpop? What is happening to this world. What, is mats going to sing getai next? Yup, you totally had a very merry Christmas, Syu.

I realized that I didn't take alot of photos during prom. Not on my camera nor on anyone else's. Not pretty enough to be captured hahahaha. Prom was relatively okay even if I was damn tired b/c I rushed straight from work and chose to hide instead of joining my friends dancing in the hall. The stupid scotchtape refused to stick onto my bra when I wanted it to and I busted my heel halfway while catwalking but the food was good and I'm glad my friends enjoyed their night :)

Clara, Nat, Yunz & Lee, I luv you guys so much you have no idea.

Imagine me in this pretty picture next to my smokin' hot friends. Doesn't help to have a bitch for a mum and only twenty dollars in my wallet for cab fare. Damn that stupid midnight surcharge.

Work has been really fun for me. But I guess you'll never know, you just won't know. I still care yknow, even if you don't.

ELIQAH'S FACE!!!!!! Omg the horror!! :O Mehhh, I've just been too lazy to change it, really.

3) Work has consumed all my time to drool over my hot Hyunseung bb :'(

Dear H,

I am sorry. You're an amazing friend and in return, I stabbed you in the back. It was betrayal of the highest level and yes, I know I am one helluva bitch. I've hurt you, stop pretending that I haven't. I was blinded when I made that choice, and now it's clear that it's the wrong one. I can't believe I was willing to disregard you just because something new cropped up. Whatever happened to bros before hoes, Syu? My life's motto is; "Never regret anything because at one point, it was exactly what you wanted." But sometimes you just break, you know? I can't help but feel regretful and ashamed because you've easily forgiven me even after the deceitful thing that I have done. And you know what, you ARE right. You're always right. And I'm going to try my best to fix this.

Love, Syu.

Peeps, this is happening tomorrow at MBS.

I am so excited to see BEAST, 2PM, MBLAQ, Miss A and 2AM! :>

After which, I will come home and cleanse my body of Kpop. Anyway, went swimming at Jurong East with Shar, Zu, Tian and Hanan today. Fucking fun but tiring :'( Well at least I'm still relatively fair after 4 hours of swimming. Oh Zu, Shar and I nearly drowned in the wave pool today. Stop laughing, it was scary okay.