BE YOUR OWN HERO.

SYU {thesyueffect}

Cedar Jumper, CJC Odac-er
I like dinosaurs, jellybeans, robots and girls.
Never regret anything,
Because at one point, it was exactly what you wanted.

Sometimes dreams are the only thing that keeps us alive ☆

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Enjoy and cherish what you have now, kids. Those in secondary school, especially Cedarians, live each day like there is no tomorrow. Because once your post-secondary education starts, be it in a JC or poly or ITE, the entire world is going to surge forward, leaving you helplessly behind. Every single day of your life is just going to be a new chapter of drama and you will go to bed every night hoping that you don't wake up tomorrow. You'll be suffocated and you'll start feeling lost and you'll start realizing that you have no one to trust. As each day pass, I realize more and more how much I miss my Cedar friends and I pray, pray with all my heart, for God to bring me back to my Cedar days where our problems were insignificant and small as compared to those that we are facing now. Go back to the place where you could truly feel like as if you belonged somewhere. That everyone accepted you for who you are. Where nobody judged. Where nobody lied. But now, I fake my smile and laughter so often, even I'm starting to fall for my own pretense. The worst part of it all? I'm starting to change into the person I least expected myself to be.

They said, "What doesn't kill you, just makes you stronger."

But then again, what doesn't kill you, makes you wish you were dead.