Cedar Jumper, CJC Odac-er
I like dinosaurs, jellybeans, robots and girls.
Never regret anything,
Because at one point, it was exactly what you wanted.
Sometimes dreams are the only thing that keeps us alive ☆
New favourite music video ever.
It reminded me alot of you, bb ♥
Enjoy and cherish what you have now, kids. Those in secondary school, especially Cedarians, live each day like there is no tomorrow. Because once your post-secondary education starts, be it in a JC or poly or ITE, the entire world is going to surge forward, leaving you helplessly behind. Every single day of your life is just going to be a new chapter of drama and you will go to bed every night hoping that you don't wake up tomorrow. You'll be suffocated and you'll start feeling lost and you'll start realizing that you have no one to trust. As each day pass, I realize more and more how much I miss my Cedar friends and I pray, pray with all my heart, for God to bring me back to my Cedar days where our problems were insignificant and small as compared to those that we are facing now. Go back to the place where you could truly feel like as if you belonged somewhere. That everyone accepted you for who you are. Where nobody judged. Where nobody lied. But now, I fake my smile and laughter so often, even I'm starting to fall for my own pretense. The worst part of it all? I'm starting to change into the person I least expected myself to be.
They said, "What doesn't kill you, just makes you stronger."
But then again, what doesn't kill you, makes you wish you were dead.
HAHA HI I REALIZED THAT I HONESTLY DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG ANYMORE.
THIS SUCKS.
Sometimes I wish I could save you,
I got back my CA results last week...
Did you know that even if you get straight As for all your subjects but got a U for GP, you'll still get retained? Hahahahahah so if I do get promoted by the end of the year, someone should totally reward me with a Ferrari.
& yes, I am very disappointed with my results and have resolved to work much harder so that I can succeed in life and become a famous paleontologist (Google it) in the future and hence, I've been going for CJ's Night Study programme. But it's not as fun if your friends won't be there right? So I invited Eliqah + Kimbo to crash CJ on Thursday!!!!! & it was so fun b/c we got chased out of the canteen and we had to sneak around the dark school like ninja unicorns. I've missed my bbs :'(
"Eh my camera got a beauty function!"
Evidently not working on your face, Eli.
Don't you think Kimbo looks so much better in CJ uniform as compared to her VJ uniform? Yes.
OMFG I LOOK SO CUTE HERE MY HEART CANNOT TANK AGREE WITH ME, WORLD, AGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Watched Thor & Fast and Furious 5 with Ahmad in the last 2 days and they're both fucking awesome! :> I personally think that Fast&Furious > Thor simply b/c there's more hot girls. Oh btw, go catch the movies at Shaw Lido, even though I'm sad that they banished all the food places when they revamped it, but the cinemas are damn good now! The screen is damn big (almost as big as my dick), the sound system is awesome and the seats are damn comfy and squishy :)
& during Fast and Furious when Ludacris came out....
Syu : "OMG THAT GUY LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE LUDACRIS!!!! :O"
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH, ATIKAH!!! ☺
Most retarded best friend ever :') I'm quite sad of the fact that even though your school is just two bus stops away from mine and you live down the (very long) road from my place, I still rarely get to see you. I miss all the bus rides home and how I would crash your place just because I was bored. Remember two years ago when I still used to live in Simei and you in Woodlands and I ninja-ed my ass over just because you were scared of the Nenek Keropok? I just wanted you to know that's how much I love you <3
SG elections was last night and it's so weird that I'm under Holland-Bukit Timah GRC even though I live in Bukit Panjang (?!) and apparently PAP won! You know I'm quite clueless about politics and Twitter is spammed with Tin Pei Ling, George Yeo and Chiam See Tong and alot of you sound really unhappy :( See la, I told you guys to vote wisely right.....WHY DIDN'T YOU VOTE FOR ME? >:(
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My Mummy is one of the most beautiful woman you'll ever meet. Happy Mother's Day, Mummy <3
Rien ne peut nous briser, sauf nous-mêmes.
Merci de garder mon cœur en toute sécurité.
Je t'aime ♥
7th May : I want to go to Paris really badly.
INSECURITY BLOGPOST #01 :
MY FACE IS FUCKING FAT NOW D:
Thanks Michy for your crazy party. Happy Seventeenth, bb xx
Lee drunk is seriously the funniest shit ever.
Lee : "LOOK! I'M WEARING CARE BEAR UNDERWEAR!!!!!!!!"
Celine's 47894884753829th shot.
I luff and miss my best friend already b/c it's 10.15 on a Wednesday morning and instead of being in school, I'm in bed in my Spongebob pajamas watching Jersey Shore. Heading down to CCK stadium for Track Finals in about 3 hours time and I heard Cedar's gonna be double champ this year and yet they didn't get a house to hang their banner. Dear juniors, who cares about the banners when we've got the podium ;) #teamcedar #teamcjc
Running round leaving scars,
Collecting your jar of hearts,
And tearing love a p a r t.
Rainbow pancakes > Rainbow cakes.
Fuck this shit, JUST EAT LA.
& so, I eat.
DON'T JUDGE!!!
I watched this yesterday, and it's actually pretty good! Go watch it in 3D okay, then you can punch his face, grab his finger and get paper cuts from the falling confetti.
High jump Nationals tomorrow. No expectations, not expecting to hit my PB or get a medal. I just can't wait for tomorrow to be over so that I can finally rid Track and Field from my life for good and commit to ODAC. And just so everyone knows, Imma buy myself an awesome tub of B&J's tomorrow to reward myself and to compensate for giving Free Cone Day 2011 a miss.
"It's a beautiful night;
We're looking for something dumb to do."
We're looking for something dumb to do."
So... I just had a divorce this week.
It was a very messy and heartwrenching and tedious (I had to clear so many emails in my inbox) breakup.
And I had to swallow what I said at the end of last year. If I had known that my hormones were to rage like this, I would never have made that stupid bet.
Hi I love my boyfriend very much ☺
Two weeks ago, I got 2/8 for Econs.
One week ago, I got 12/50 for Compre.
This week, I got 11/25 for History.
& just yesterday, I got this ---->
I secretly think I'm gonna get retained hahahahahaha.
(It's April 7th today ♥)
And you, you knew the hand of a devilAnd you kept us awake with wolves teethSharing different heartbeats in one night.
From crashing TPJC with Ani + Shar + Kimbo + Hanan to visit Eli + Tammie + Alex! No legit reason to do it but we still did! #likeaboss.
This week I realized many things about myself :
- I really hate kids. If you make faces at me, I will do my utmost best to make your life hell.
- I am #1 tanker. Two hours of sleep, 15 rounds at 7am, high jump training after school, am I a ninja or whut.
- Okay la two points do not really complement the "I realized many things about myself" but is this my blog or your blog? Exactly.
& on Friday I kena jacked big time,
"Eh Raph, you look damn handsome today...APRIL'S FOOL!!!"
"Eh Syu, Halloween over already la, why you still wearing that mask?"
And I was like...mindfucked. Sigh.
ACJC, MJ, SAJC, CJ, MJ, MJ. So? Distance won't keep us apart ♥
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I'm suffering from a high fever this very moment that I'm typing this and I ponned school today. I know I should be happy but I'm NOT b/c this morning, they blasted Rebecca Black's Friday over the speakers before morning assembly and I'm fucking sad now.
But it's okay, I played Friday at home just to make myself feel better.
A few weeks ago, Anisiah told me something that I live by now, ""Someday you'll find someone that you simply just can't get enough of."
We run, run everywhere,
Climb, climb every there.
Others say we're crazy,
But we say we're so lucky.
Climb, climb every there.
Others say we're crazy,
But we say we're so lucky.
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Friends who don't judge you for wearing Spongebob pyjamas, who don't shun you for wearing the Raffles shirt and who crash your house at 1am should be labelled as 'Precious & Priceless'.
