Since when was there a rule that states that you HAVE to join your secondary school CCA in JC, just because you were good at it? Since when did coming into a JC without a DSA or an appeal, equals to the school choosing the CCA for you that they feel would benefit them? What ever happened to free rights and freedom of speech? Is it because I'm only seventeen? Is it because you feel that I'm still too young to make wise decisions? Well fuck you, I know what I want. It's either I give my all for something that I'm truly passionate about, or I'll take an entirely different route and go join something slack like fucking strategic games. Sports CCAs take up a hell load of your time anyway, why waste it when I could be studying for A's instead? And why the fuck do I want to run so much for? Does all that muscle ache and pain and exhaustion really do me good? So at 3pm tomorrow, if I don't make it into ODAC, it's just not meant to be and maybe I'd be happier in your so-called "loser" CCA. So listen here Catholic Junior College, as much as I love you, I beg you to please stop hounding me and forcing me into doing something that I really don't want to do. I never thought that the day that I'd actually say this would come, but I have completely lost my passion for Track and Field.

I am also extremely sad right now. I've been so preoccupied with JC life that I haven't had the time to keep updated with Kpop (I think this is actually a good thing) but I just found out that Alex and Kibum are no longer in U-Kiss! :O :O :O I can easily say that U-Kiss is my favourite Kpop band and I honestly can't believe this happened. They're no longer U-Kiss in my eyes anymore and I am so ashamed and disappointed in them. Group members are your friends and you shouldn't ever throw away your friends. No wonder my U-Kiss poster keeps on falling off my bedroom wall lately, it's like an omen! :'(