Did last night really happen? I guess it did b/c even though my eyes and head hurts, my heart hurts more. I couldn't sleep the whole of last night b/c your words kept on playing in my head. I promised to change, and I will. It's going to be a whole new different Syu now. I feel like I'm losing myself and it's the worst feeling ever. If yesterday night was any indication of how my 2011 is going to be, I'll be miserable the whole year. But please know, I'm really sorry.