Cedar Jumper, CJC Odac-er
I like dinosaurs, jellybeans, robots and girls.
Never regret anything,
Because at one point, it was exactly what you wanted.
Sometimes dreams are the only thing that keeps us alive ☆
I honestly think that the teacher that 4S loves most is Mrs Chew. I wanted to make it a special Teachers' Day for her, and on behalf of my class, I went to buy this HUMONGOUS helium balloon for her. It was painstakingly pretty, with colourful hearts. I had to go through so much trouble protecting it in the train and in the bus, shunning away grimy fingers who tried poking it. I was certain that she, as well as my classmates, would like it very much. I was also certain that God hates me because shit always happens to me. My Mum accidentally hit the balloon against the fan and it burst. Along with my strength and dignity. I cried for two hours straight, I was practically deranged, panicking on how to get a replacement balloon as it was already late in the night. I honestly felt like as if I had let my class down. I can't even do a simple fucking thing, such as getting a helium balloon safely to my teacher.
But then again, I thank God for blessing me with wonderful friends. Friends who assured me that things will be okay. Friends who convinced me that it's not my fault. Friends who tell me that I still look good despite donning puffy and swollen eyes from all that crying. Friends who are willing to get into trouble with me. So this morning, Eliqah and Zunairah met me at the airport at 6.30am to get a stupid helium balloon, when we really should be in school. And since we were already late, we purposely took the long route to school and strut into school at 8.30am cause we're BFAB. But you know, I still keep the burst balloon under my bed, as I feel that it was a totem of my realisation of who my true friends are and also I just felt that it was prettier than the replacement balloon and it was such a pity to throw it away.
So thank you Eliqah, Zunairah, Tanya Chloe, Azwyn, Hanan, Kimbo, Mardiana, Zayanah, and Shai for going through my shit together with me. I wouldn't have made it without you guys.
My friends are those who would laugh together with me in jail (:
